Showing posts with label ALS. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ALS. Show all posts

Thursday, July 20, 2017

2017 Fort Collins A. L. S. Walk


Join Don Taylor and the Colorado Taylor Trailblazers
at the Fort Collins ALS Walk
We will be wearing RED SHIRTS to show we are on Don’s team.

Please join us from 11 am to 2 pm, at the CSU Oval.
Sunday, September 24th
Registration starts at 11 am, Walk starts at noon.

Don’t miss the Fun, the Food and the chance to Make a Difference
in the lives of those that need your help!

or just show up and register at the Oval.

Day of Walk-
WEAR A RED SHIRT to show you are a member of Don’s team. Dogs being walked can wear a red bandanna. We will walk in heat, rain, sleet or snow… Hopefully, the Colorado sunshine will be beaming down on us again this year. Registration Tables will be available for all people who have not already registered. Please be sure all walkers (even those in strollers) register.

Directions to parking-- West on Laurel Ave. left at Meldrum to enter the Main Parking Lot for the Lory Student Center. Veer to the LEFT and park behind Music Building. If those spaces are full, park in the Student Center Lot- unrestricted spots.

Donations-- The ALS Walks are the major source of funding for the ALS Association which provides important resources for PALS (People with ALS), their families and caregivers. Donations to ALSA are most welcome, but NOT REQUIRED to join us at the walk.


As you may know our family and Don’s many friends have been participating in the Memphis ALS Walkathon each year since 2005. In 2008, Don formed a Colorado team of the Taylor Trailblazers to join him at the Fort Collins “Walk to Defeat ALS.”  Join us this year, and help us make Don’s team the largest at the CSU Oval! 

Thursday, June 01, 2017

Our A. L. S. Story


Our ALS Story:
(Written by Hing Taylor)

Our story began in 1995. We were living in a nice little town outside of Memphis, TN. Life was good for us raising two beautiful children. Don just became a business adviser on a team of professionals designing software maintaining the jets at FedEx, it was a dream job come true!

Then in the fall of 2004 Don was wondering why he had trouble with his left hand and left foot. He went to our family doctor for a check up. The doctor feared that Don might have A. L. S. We made the mistake of looking it up on the Internet! We were horrified! Three to five years to live.

Don was first diagnosed on December 29, 2004.  We received the second opinion in late January of 2005.  We were in a state of despair for many months after Dr. Bertorini confirmed the ALS diagnosis. When we asked him what would happen, he kindly said let's wait for one year. That gave us hope! We didn’t share the news with anyone for a long time.  It was too difficult to tell anyone even to our family. Don started limping during that fall season.  We decided to take a family vacation at Universal Studios in Orlando, Florida, knowing that it would be the last time we could go before Don’s disabilities became more difficult to travel. It was around Labor Day weekend that we finally told our two children that Daddy has muscular dystrophy. Slowly the news got around to all our families and friends that Don was diagnosed with a fatal disease. Friends and families offered to help in any way they can like helping with yard work, home maintenance, delivering meals, etc.

Our son, Chris, now takes care of the lawn and many other household chores that Don use to do. Don is a very computer oriented person.  The disease has affected his hands so much that he depends on Chris to be his hands, like hooking up an Ethernet cable to his newly built downstairs room so he would have faster internet access. He helps his Dad with his power wheelchair and the ramp whenever we have to go somewhere. My daughter, Nicole, had to help with more household chores.  Both of our children help fix meals for their Dad when I am running an errand. In 2006 I had to go back to work part time while the kids are in school. I have to get up earlier these days to get myself ready before I get Don ready for the day and feed him a hot breakfast before I go to work.  I depend on family members and my neighbor to come fix him lunch while I’m working. I basically have to do everything for him since he cannot do much for himself.

Every week in the summer in the town square the town put on a free concert and my family loves to listen to music.  We have family night and watch movies together.  And me, I enjoy reading books. I enjoy cooking when I have the time and working in the garden.

Holiday Traditions:  We have a large Chinese/American family.  We all get together on Christmas Day to celebrate. Everyone brings a dish or two to share.  The children do a gift exchange with each other. Everyone plays Dirty Santa or White Elephant where people take gifts from each other until they have one that they like. Our kids just enjoy being around all their cousins. All the adults gather around to catch up on what’s been going on and to enjoy all the delicious food.

In the beginning of 2008 I was getting burned out caring for Don even though I hired a professional caregiver who got Don out of bed in the morning. So Don talked with his family in Colorado and they planned to get Don out to visit for the summer months. Don’s mom lived in a wonderful wheelchair accessible home. It was perfect! The interesting part was his family is very interested in holistic and naturopathic approach to health care. Don’s sister Kate did research in the Fort Collins area and found a doctor who is known for treating fatal diseases. Don started treatments. We decided that it would be beneficial for Don to stay with his family.

Don loved living with his mom, Ruth! It was like old times. She loved caring for Don! 
Our family was shocked when Ruth was diagnosed with colon cancer in 2009. It was time to give Ruth a break. Kate and Ken searched for a town house for them to move in with Don. At that point Don was having trouble breathing. His doctor recommended that he gets a trach. That was January 2010. Shortly after that Don’s mom passed away. She was in a lot of pain but now she is with Don’s dad once again in heaven! 

The next few paragraphs are highlights of our family members and what’s happening…


Kate and Ken are living full-time in their mountain home called Sunhaven and last year in the spring they were fortunate to have a team of volunteers come to build a beautiful deck on the side of their house. Ken retired from CSU and from his part-time at Don’s favorite outdoors store called Jax Outdoor Equipment! Within the last year they have been working on improving home up in the mountains. In December we had a wonderful family reunion including don’s wife and kids! Kate is dealing with her breast cancer and is on hospice care. She is on oxygen day and night but remains upbeat and positive!

Don’s oldest son Matt has 6 children with Kim and is living in CT in a new home they bought! I admire them! They are raising chickens! Matt is still in the Navy but considering getting out. Kim is loving taking care of their 6 children and is home schooling their younger children. Their lives were brightened by Kim giving birth to twins, a boy Zephyr and Aurielle in 2014! Aurielle will be well protected by her 5 big brothers!

Chris is living right now in his own apartment in downtown Memphis with his girlfriend, Margaret! We are very excited when he graduated in May of 2016 with his master’s degree in electrical engineering last year! Plus we are thrilled that he accepted a job with AT&T as a manager building the new optics network! I’m delighted that Chris is close by and I can see him occasionally! Don keeps in touch with his job accomplishments. We are very proud of Chris!


Our daughter, Nicole is the artist of the family.  She is very passionate about drawing.  She also loves to draw utilizing the computer.  Throughout grade and high school she won a lot of art awards including cash prizes! In 2016 Nicole started her senior year at the Art College called Savannah College of Arts and Design. She absolutely loves the challenge of all her classes. Nicole said she is well known in animation and her professors recommended that she tutors students; she is getting paid for tutoring! She is working on her senior film project right now. She decided the do it about ALS! Don and I can’t wait to see it! The college is in Atlanta. Nicole loves exploring the big city!

As for my husband, he is enjoying living in the town that he went to college in, Fort Collins. Don was born in Colorado. There are so much fun activities going on in a college town! He loves adventures outdoors especially in the mountains! This year marks his 12th year with ALS! He employs 10-12 caregivers mostly Colorado State University students.  Don continues going to his naturopathic doctor on a weekly basis to help slow down his disease. He loves texting and emailing his family and friends on a daily basis. The best part his day is finding what’s happening on Facebook! Plus he manages his care to the best of ability. He treats each day like an adventure! Here's one of his favorite birthday gifts... 


Friday, February 02, 2007

My Little Hope Boy

One week ago marked two years since I was diagnosed with ALS. At that moment I was so upset and in shock all I could think about was ‘how could this happen to me?’ After I didn't get an answer from the doctors, the next question was ‘how long will I live?’ Again, no definite answer. Then a month after my diagnosis, I asked again and my extremely compassionate neurologist said ‘don’t worry too much right now, we’ll know more in a year.' Those words gave me hope that turned into strength. It wasn't long after, with the help of my wife, my mom and my sisters, I took a positive approach to my disease. Together, we set out to fight rather than giving in to this horrible disease.

My journey since then has been so unpredictable. Many people ask me how I'm doing. There are two ways to answer; mentally and physically. I try not to respond negatively. But first my mind focus's on my physical aspects. To be honest, last summer I thought by early 2007 (now) I wouldn't have use of my legs. But to my amazement, I can still stand up. I've never woken up in the morning and all of a sudden unable to do something that I could do the day before. Instead, I find it increasingly difficult to do my daily routine from one month to the next. Right at the moment, half way through my meal I totally lose strength in my hand and have to be fed. I don't even attempt rice or soup anymore because I end up wearing both of them. Without shoulder strength, it's difficult to lift anything. You can imagine how difficult it is to cover myself with a blanket at night. But my wife and I have learned how to adapt. She bought me a lightweight blanket and I wear silk pajamas so I don't get caught up in the blanket. Answering how I'm doing mentally is more complicated and varies depending on my stress level that day.

I also belong to a wonderful on-line support group created by the ALS Association, known as the ALS Advocacy Community. That forum has been an invaluable source of information. Membership is both PALS and caregivers. I'm convinced my strength comes from my positive family, supportive friends and the huge network of support provided by the ALS Association of Tennessee.

An example of this is the ALSA's Christmas Gift Program. The program is optional and allows members of a PALS family to submit their Christmas present 'wish list' to ALSA. Then ALSA joins the family up with a caring business in the Memphis area that wants to participate. We were blessed to have the Hudspeth Benefits Group as our host. This is a family run company offering employee benefits, insurance, mutual funds & retirement plans. They also have a heart of gold. Because of their generosity, our Christmas was better than we could ever imagine. Thank you to Bill Hudspeth's entire family. Lastly, a special thanks to Donna Climer and her husband, Wayne of C & C Techtronics for making all the arrangements!

Here are some of my experiences since the New Year:

  1. I had to retire my trusty computer trackball and replace it with a special joystick for typing words and navigating Windows. Some of you may wonder why. For me, the frustration of not being able to type is my main driver. I have spent the past 20 years in front of computer during most of my conscious hours of the day. I love personal computing so much, I consider home computing a hobby. It goes without saying, I'd rather stimulate my brain with a computer than have it turn into mush in front of the TV. As many of my PALS know, the Internet is like a life support system. Last summer, I had to retire my mouse because it got too heavy to pickup. Do you know how many times you lift your mouse each day? Anyway, with my trackball, it was my unwanted twitching of my thumb and fingers that did it in. I found that I unwillingly was left and right clicking my trackball buttons. I use these devices, as long as can, then I switch. There is the normal learning curve with the new device but in each case, I’m typing faster than before. Some of the speed comes from my word prediction software. After the joystick, my only option will be an eye gaze system. Eyeball to mouse is incredibly more effective than using a hand to mouse device. My insurance company won’t pay for assistive technology communication devices anymore, so I’m going have to pay the difference beyond what Medicare will pay. I'm taking action right now to obtain my eye gaze system. Wish me luck!
  2. To give my wife more relief from the daily caregiver chores, we now have a home health aid coming to bath and groom me seven days a week. I also continue to do physical therapy every other day to keep my arms and legs as limber as possible.
  3. Unfortunately, my voice is so weak it takes a special Dick Tracy Decoder Ring to translate the words I babble these days. Even my wife is having trouble understanding me. Please continue to keep me in the loop via email as I discover new ways to communicate.

  4. We are researching a lift. Fortunately, I can still get myself out of bed, but I’m not sure how much longer my arms will hold out. The Boy Scout Motto is ‘Be Prepared’! My wife wrote the book on that subject.

  5. A big reason to have hope is during my last doctor's visit, I found out the DNA study that I participated in last year was extremely successful. There's a slight chance the researchers might produce a clinical trial study that will target specific genes. Perhaps this summer.
Below is my 'hope' figurine that I received from the ALS Association. I love my little hope boy. He gives me hope everyday.

Which brings me to the next subject. Ever since I can remember, I've tried to live my life to the fullest knowing I could die tomorrow. Maybe that's why I love the great outdoors so much. Not just going for a walk in a park like a common city dweller. But really getting close to nature. Looking Mother Nature directly in the eye and shouting ‘Bring it on!’ Not to brag, but I'm proud to say I’m proficient in wilderness backpacking, downhill and cross-country skiing, rock climbing, rappelling, scuba diving, etc. All individual sports. I've played team sports and enjoy them. But there aren't that many team sports that I get fully charged from. I truly feel sorry for people who have spent their entire adult life and never experiencing the truly magnificent natural splendor that is right in our backyards and beyond.
As stated before, I've always been a quiet person and the way I recharge my battery is to turn inward. I can only do when there's no distractions. What I'm talking about is the feeling of pure tranquillity. I've experienced this tranquillity in my life only while being outside in the wilderness. Here's one example (more to come in the future, I have a few more):
One time I was scuba diving in Hawaii, in a protected underwater wilderness called Hanauma Bay. I was swimming in about 30 feet of water. I was astonished at the hundreds of fish swimming all around me. They were all shapes and sizes. What amazed me the most was their colors Every color of the rainbow was represented. Beautiful. It got better. I spotted an opening in the coral reef. Below me was a clearing made of perfectly white sand. I swam to it and the fish followed me. It didn't take me long to reach the underwater island of sand. I then turned over on my back and settled to the bottom. It was so cool watching my air bubbles rise to the sunny surface. I stayed down there as long as I safely could before returning to land. When times get tough, I sometimes return to that peaceful memory place in my mind.
And now a story about positive thinking ...


BANK ACCOUNT (I received this from a PALS of mine)

A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight
o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today.

His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window.

"I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy.

"Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait."
"That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it.

"It's a decision I make every morning when I wake up. I have a choice; I can spend the day in bed recounting the difficulty I have with the parts of my body that no longer work, or get out of bed and be thankful for the ones that do.

Each day is a gift, and as long as my eyes open, I'll focus on the new day and all the happy
memories I've stored away just for this time in my life.

Old age is like a bank account. You withdraw from what you've put in. So, my advice to you would be to deposit a lot of happiness in the bank account of memories!

Thank you for your part in filling my "Memory Bank". I am still depositing.

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Breakthrough in cause of ALS


It appears a major breakthrough has been made in the cause of ALS. Below is a release about the announcement that was made at the International MND Symposium yesterday.

I'm glad Hing and I were participates in the DNA study. It gives me hope.

Researchers at the Translational Genomics Research Institute say they believe they have determined the genetic causes of Lou Gehrig's disease, offering hope that effective treatments for the dreaded ailment may finally be available in a few years. Researchers at the Phoenixbased institute said they have identified more than 50 genetic abnormalities in people with sporadic amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, or ALS. The finding, made public today, may make it easier to identify drugs that could halt or reverse the negative effects of those flaws.

The most common of the gene defects have never before been shown to play a role in the neuromuscular disease, the institute said.

The findings were announced earlier today at an international ALS conference in Japan.

"We have identified a fundamental understanding of what causes the disease," said Dietrich Stephan, director of neurogenomics for the institute. "With that information, we can now move forward with a knowledge-based drug exercise." He said the institute has started testing compounds that might counter the impact of the gene flaws on the nervous system. "What we are shooting for is to reverse the course of the disease," he said.

"We would be happy to just stop the progression of the disease, but we want a compound to reverse it. We have evidence that it is possible." He said the time needed to develop those drugs could be from months to as long as 10 years, but he said two years is a likelier time frame. If existing medicines can be found that have an impact on the disease, approval by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration would happen faster than if new compounds must be developed, he said.

An existing drug called Rilutek has been found that slows the progression of the disease.

The $652,000 research project, which was funded by the Muscular Dystrophy Association, involved the screening of DNA samples from more than 1,200 people with sporadic ALS, the most common form of the disease, and 2,000 people without the disease. The researchers used state-of-the-art microchips developed by the Affymetrix Co. of Santa Clara, Calif. to compare the genetic makeup of ALS patients with that of nonaffected individuals.

The identified differences implicate genes that probably play a role in controlling the adhesion of nerves to the muscles, which opens a new avenue for ALS research, Stephan said. "Our findings indicate these genes produce a sort of molecular glue that attaches motor neurons to muscle. It appears that in ALS the nerve is able to peel off the muscle and, when that happens repeatedly, the nerves die," he said.

Because the brain can no longer initiate and control muscle movements, the muscles in an ALS patient weaken and deteriorate. As a result, ALS patients develop problems with dexterity, speaking and swallowing. Eventually, the patient becomes paralyzed, and in three to five years death will result when the lungs cease to function. Through it all, however, the victim is conscious and can feel pain.

There are no effective treatments, although the disease has been known for nearly 140 years. Lou Gehrig, New York Yankees star of the 1920s and '30s, was its most famous victim, and his name has been associated with it ever since.

"It's a horrible disease," Stephan said. "The neurologists who deal with the disease have it really rough. There is not too much they can offer these folks."

About 30,000 people have ALS in the United States at any one time. About 95 percent of cases are sporadic ALS, which occurs randomly, or sporadically, within the population. About 5 percent suffer from hereditary ALS, which runs in families and is better understood.

The MDA is "very enthusiastic" about the research by the Phoenix institute, said Ron Schenkenberger, senior vice president of the association.

"The sporadic form has baffled scientists for decades," he said. "Many drugs have been tested and avenues of research pursued. ... What we sought out was to determine if there are any common factors in people with sporadic ALS. That is the whole point of this science."

The project was possible because new semiconductor developments enable researchers to scan human genes more quickly, scientists said. The Affymetrix 500K microarrays used by the institute employ similar technology used in super computers, allowing the ALS study to be completed in nine months.

"Just a couple of years ago, this experiment would not have been possible because there simply wasn't a technology that enabled scientists to sift through the 3 billion molecules in the genome to find the genetic abnormalities that cause disease," said Sean George, vice president of Affymetrix.

"There is a revolution going on in research, and this study is a perfect example of how things are changing," said Sharon Hesterlee, MDA vice president of translational research. "New technology is letting us look at the genome at a level of detail that was unthinkable just a few years ago." Affymetrix scientists invented the first high-density microarray in 1989 and began selling them commercially in 1994. The gene chips, which are about 1 centimeter square, had to be further reduced in size before the complex ALS study could be accomplished, Stephan said.

The same technology is being used in searches for gene abnormalities that might cause other diseases such as diabetes, he said.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

My Two Year Mark


This past Friday night was a near perfect evening. Hing drove the four of us in our van during rush hour to the Memphis airport to pickup my Mom. We arrived safely and while Hing and Nicole waited in baggage claim, Chris and I went searching for Grandma. That's when things started to click. We got on the elevator to go upstairs and guess who's waiting at the door? Grandma! Next we got all her luggage and exited the airport without having to pay for parking (under 30 minute rule). With all the money we saved (ha, ha) we then took Grandma out to dinner. The kids love 'On The Boarder's' salsa and chips so we went there. The meal and service was excellent. Nicole (our picky eater) ate everything on her plate and asked for more announcing she love Mexican food. Even when I had to go to the restroom, Chris took me, open doors, stood guard outside the handicap stall because my door wouldn't close. He even came to my rescue in helping me wash my hands. Trust me, rarely I will find the soap dispensers within wheelchair reach. Later at home, I managed to lift myself out my chair to a standing position and called my Mom over and surprised her with a big welcoming hug and kiss. What a wonderful start to a much anticipated week long 'Grandma Taylor' visit from Colorado.

It's now been two years since I went the doctor thinking I had a chemical imbalance in my body. I was concerned but not worried. After all, modern medicine can fix just about anything - right? I'm convinced that's the reason why my family is glued to the TV set every Tuesday to watch the next exciting episode of 'House'. Naturally, I wish Dr. House would do his magic on me. Now a days I'm taking this ALS thing each day as it comes. Unlike others with ALS, this chapter in my life doesn't get me down. As long as I can communicate, I'm OK mentally. But I'm entering into into a phase where I'm losing my arms and hands faster than my legs. Bummer. The good news is my insurance company has allowed a physical therapist to torture me twice a week for the past month. It's helping me stay limber.

Hing, the kids and I totally enjoyed my retirement party from FedEx last month. It was nice to see everyone. It turned out to be a party of 27 close friends from both FedEx and our family. At the party we were presented with a check. We certainly were pleased with the outcome of the Don Taylor Fund raiser. Charles Hawk, Russ Johnson, Jim Sheats, Cindy Dewy Tom Walker (to name few) did a lot and we're very grateful. I wish the donations were not anonymous so I could thank people directly. So here's a big . . .

. . . designed by Nicole. And we certainly appreciate the kind words that were said after dinner by our friends, Dawn Bennett and Brian Brown.

My typing is very slow these days, I'm using a special program that has an on-screen keyboard with word prediction since I type with my trackball that Russ Johnson and the AOD Tech Support team bought for me. I can't type with my PC keyboard anymore. My left hand is pretty much a club now. I've been working on this email on and off all week. Adaptation is the key to my success. I turn on my computer with my toe. I open doors with my foot. Thank goodness I can still bring myself to a standing position. Hing is still my primary caretaker and doing a great job. We gain strength from each other. However, I've reached the point where we needed to bring a nurse to our home to bath, groom, and it feed me. We noticed that Hing was trying to work her job, cook the meals, help with homework, do the shopping, and take care of me. My lack of strength and coordination in my hands and arms has made me into a very demanding person. So Monday through Friday I get showered and groomed by a home health aid since I can no longer do it. A person in my situation no longer can afford to be shy, now it's about survival and at the same time making sure my wife doesn't go crazy or go off the deep end of the pool. My nurse is very nice, she has 20 years of experience as a home health aid.
Back in July, I was be fitted for a BiPap device to assist my nighttime breathing. My ability to take a good breath of air decreased by 50% since this time last year. The machine forces air into my lungs with each breath. It's a fatigue fighting machine. To this day, I still can't wear the device all night long. So I recently changed from a nose snorkel to a full face mask. Perhaps that will help. Also, my machine has a heater which is great this time of year. My son, Chris has been very patient with me lately, especially when I ask him to put on my mask and take my picture.

The big thing at the moment is we just approved for social security benefits and Medicare. A very time consuming process. It's all done on-line (via a secure .gov web site), nicely done. My life story is now on a government database server. Why does the thought of that bother me? The good news is they, by law, put me at the top of the list.
Last month we hosted the BBQ ALS support group meeting at our home. As some of you know we live on a cove so when 30 PALS and CALS attended, it turned into a block party. We had 4 PALS in wheelchairs. You can imagine how busy it was. One of our PALS, Rick (seated in a blue shirt), from Mississippi smoked ribs and chicken. Ummm good.
One of the main reason for hosting was to show everyone our new addition to our home. We had a master bedroom and handicap bathroom put in. We learned some do's and dont's that we wanted to share. I also demonstrated my newly completed voice synthesizer project.
As I stated in my previous Blog, it's important turn my focus outward, like helping fellow PALS, getting involved with ALS advocacy movement, reconnecting with long lost New Jersey friends via the Internet and continuing to be active as an assistant scoutmaster in my son's Boy Scout troop. And I'm REALLY looking forward to a visit by my two sisters and my niece coming to Memphis next week in time for the ALSA Walk to D-Feet ALS on Nov. 4th.
Lastly, can you tell which one is the University of Memphis Tiger fan?

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Walk to D'Feet ALS - Taylor’s Trailblazers


[ Written for Don by Dawn Bennett ]

The ALS Association, Tennessee Chapter is kicking off its annual Walk to D'Feet ALS in Memphis – a leisurely 3 mile walk, appropriate for wheelchairs, strollers, and pets on a leash. There will be entertainment and food as well. I am the captain of Don Taylor’s team, "Taylor’s Trailblazers", and I am asking you to join me in the fight against ALS (Lou Gehrig's disease) by becoming a member of Don’s team. The pictures on the right are from last years walk.

I’m very excited to announce that as of October 12, we have 65 “Taylor’s Trailblazers” who are going to be walking beside Don during the Walk! Six of those folks are “virtual walkers”, which means they are there in spirit, so 59 supporters that I know of will actually be present – quite a crowd! These are folks who’ve contacted me by the deadline to order Don’s team shirts, designed by his daughter Nicole. BUT, just because you didn’t get a team shirt ordered doesn’t mean that you can’t walk! You can still come down to Audubon Park on November 4 at 10:00 and walk with us. Actually, meet us a little early as we get organized, around 9:30, so you can find us – we’ll be the group gathered around Don in the red shirts. Just put on a red shirt yourself, and you’ll blend right in!

As you all have become aware, through our friendship with Don, ALS is a fatal neuromuscular disease, which attacks the motor neurons making even the simplest movements of walking, speaking and gesturing impossible. Ultimately the body becomes paralyzed, yet through it all the mind remains unaffected. Remember that the Walk to D’Feet ALS is a walk to support the fight against ALS. Through my friendship with Don, I have been fortunate to become acquainted with the ALS Association and all the wonderful services they offer. The staff steps in to help families in our area who are living with the devastating effects of ALS. They offer many crucial programs including respite care and equipment loans that would otherwise cost an ALS family thousands of dollars. All of the chapter's services are offered free of charge and are funded through donations, grants and events such as the Walk to D'Feet ALS.

With the purchase of each “Taylor’s Trailblazer” t-shirt, $5 will go to the ALS Association, so we currently have $310 going to ALS as a team. Thank you so much to the folks who bought shirts and therefore made those donations! I’d sure love to see that number go up for this great Association that has helped Don and his family so much. If you’ve purchased t-shirts and would like to make an additional donation to ALS, or if you didn’t get a chance to purchase t-shirts but would like to make a donation to ALS in Don’s name, here’s what you do: Go to http://walk.alstn.org/. Click on the Memphis walk, then (in red) "Team List" – in alphabetical order you will find "Taylor's Trailblazers". The site will walk you through the rest. Also, please use this web address to find directions to Audubon Park for the day of the Walk – whether you make a donation or not we want you to come walk with Don!

I know how much Don appreciates all the support his friends, family, and co-workers have shown him since he became public with the news of his illness, and then when friends started the fundraising effort for his family – which, for those of you who were not present at his recent retirement party, Don and his family were presented with a check for the total fundraising efforts since July. Thank you all for the help that you have provided the Taylors during this time! I know that Don would love to have all of you there with him as he completes the Walk to D’Feet ALS – it would be a great marriage of those who’ve come to mean the most to him – the community who supports him, and the ALS Association that continues to help him so much with his illness.

Whether you got a chance to buy a t-shirt, make any kind of donation or not – please try to make it out to the Walk!

Thank you,
Dawn Bennett

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

My Voice Project

Hurray! I'm happy to say I've finished my 'voice capture' project. It took me a little over a month to complete. I don't know if you know it but my voice is just about gone. I went from talking like a drunken sailor three months ago to now like a man with rocks in his mouth. I'm really pleased at this point with me synthesized voice.

I can thank Dianne Lyons, my speech therapist for linking me up with Dr. Tim Bunnell. He helped me capture my voice in a speech databank. Tim is the Director of the Center for Pediatric Auditory and Speech Sciences (CPASS) and the Speech Research Laboratory at the Alfred I. duPont Hospital for Children in Wilmington, DE. The focus of most of his research is hearing and speech problems in children, but one of his projects led to the development of the ModelTalker system which has been of great interest to people with ALS. Checkout this site: http://www.modeltalker.com/

The picture above is a screen shot of the computer application that I used along with my computer microphone to record my voice. The requirement was to repeat 1649 utterances. If you look closely, you can see an example of utterance #670 of 1649. Some are simple utterances like 'Hello' or 'I am'. Others are meaningless to me but important to the speech analyzer like 'his ard is arge'. There are even funny ones like 'my nerd farm'. It usually took me a few minutes to recover from laughing so hard after being prompted to repeat such a ridiculous phrase. Also, notice the three measurement gauges. Pitch and Loudness didn't give me problems. But Pronunciation was my biggest challenge. Most of my attempts were in the red zone. But after repeated attempts, I managed to score around 70%. I was constantly challenging myself to get the best pronunciation score as possible.

When complete, the next step in the process was to upload the 1649 utterances to the ModelTalker server. My voice was analyzed and transformed into my new synthesized voice. I then downloaded the final synthesized voice files to my computer. I have a few applications on my laptop that allow me to type words and phrases and instead of getting a fake computer-like-voice, people hear my own voice.

I have to admit my voice is not perfect because I started too late. So my message to my fellow PALS is:

A significant subset of ALS patients lose the ability to speak relatively early on in the progression of this disease and for those people, ModelTalker may provide the ability to 'bank' their voice while they are still able to speak and then use a synthetic version of their own voice in a communication device when that is later needed. Did I mention it's free.

Go to Dr. Bunnell's site at: www.asel.udel.edu/speech/ to get started! Tim is an expert in his field and a nice guy to work with.

Here are two sites that provide communication aids for the disabled:

http://www.etriloquist.com/

E-triloquisttm is a FREE PC-based communication aid for a speech impaired person. It serves as an electronic voice for those who can't speak on their own.

http://www.words-plus.com/website/products/comsoft.htm

EZ Keys XP allows the literate user to do everything from typing a letter, to engaging in conversation with a friend, to exploring the worldwide web. World-renowned astrophysicist Stephen Hawking uses the software to communicate, write papers, and deliver lectures around the world.

Friday, August 25, 2006

The ALS Advocacy Community

I would like to introduce you to something completely different.

Over the past few weeks I've been involved with a group of PALS and caregivers attempting to make our communities and politicians more aware of ALS. I found myself getting excited about the fact that for the first time in a while, I'm turning my attention from an inward to an outward perspective.

Here's quote from a PALS named Chuck who lives in Florida who motivated me to get deeply involved in the ALS Advocacy effort:

'What is the nature and value of advocacy? What are our strengths and weaknesses as a community in addressing the broad and distributed issues that face us? Our community of PALS is by the very nature of where we are in solving the riddle of ALS, transient. Few of us stick around long enough to build a strong community to advocate. Our strength in advocacy seems to me, to be the few that are blessed with surviving beyond the short 3 - 5 year window, and more importantly is the CALS (caregiver of ALS) community that touches each of us PALS as we learn to live and die with this disease. As I look at many of those leading the community, I find many CALS, or family members whose lives have been altered by this disease touching their lives at a very basic and personal level. This is the community that needs to advocate on our behalf. Not many of us are around long enough to be effective advocates except in a fleeting way, while we are distracted with dealing with the realities of the disease.'

I have experienced first hand how my family and friends have immersed themselves in the task of providing support to me and my wife. Most of the time my caregivers are heads down focusing on daily caregiver chores. This is greatly appreciated.

But what happens when we are approached by newspaper reporters, TV journalists, etc. ? Like most people, I knew almost nothing about ALS when I was diagnosed. My PALS and I think the lack of knowledge is true for the public, including our government representatives at all levels.

Two days ago I had an excellent conversation with our Washington DC ALSA representative, Pat Wildman (pwildman@alsa-national.org or 1-877-444-ALSA) and he emphasized to me the following:

'The most effective approach in our advocacy for increased funding has been and continues to be, to tell the ALS story - for people with ALS and their families to let Members of Congress know the true nature of the disease and how it robs a person of the ability to do the things - like hugging their children or their parents - that most people take for granted. That ALS is a family disease; that it can strike anyone at any age; that it is fatal; and that it has no cure or effective treatment. And we need to keep delivering these messages every single day until we can prevent, treat and cure this horrific disease.'

I think all PALS should seek a one-on-one with their respective congressman and possibly their Senators. But go to the meeting with a plan. Do you remember the old 'how to move up in the world' rule that said everyone should have a prepared one minute 'elevator' speech just in case you have that once in a lifetime chance to ride in the elevator with the president or CEO of the company you presently are working for? You don't want to waste time with small talk. You need to make a lasting impression. I'm hoping you have heard of this technique. Well we PALS and CALS need a similar speech. If we are approached by friends, newspaper reporters, TV or magazine journalists, how do we maximize our moment of fame in the name of ALS Advocacy? We should have our 'canned' elevator speech we can lay on the media as well as the politicians. Perhaps this is a way to strengthen our advocacy efforts.

Come join me!

Here are two media clips that will assist you in the cause:

http://www.alsa.org/files/video/schilling.wmv

http://onbluestudios.com/alsa/

Thursday, August 03, 2006

My Visit to FedEx


My daughter, Nicole, created this photo of me. She's starts the sixth grade next week and wants to be a graphics designer when she grows up. The reason why she drew it will soon become clear.

This week has been like a roller coaster ride with unexpected ups and downs. It started with two doctor visits that brought a little bad news that I will explain in my next posting. But first, the good news and the reason I'm back on cloud nine. Today I was invited back to FedEx for an 'all employee' meeting with my former work group. The group is known as Express Business Systems (EBS). EBS was formed a few years back by consolidating the best and brightest computer project managers and application support employees to better support the huge information technology (IT) demands that the airline side of FedEx (FedEx Express) expects. Most people know that FedEx is leader in the field of technology. Around 350 people were invited but some couldn't attend due to them being on call to support the operation. The agenda was intriguing. The CIO of FedEx was the guest speaker, then an excellent presentation titled 'The Anatomy of a Computer Hack' by our VP of Information Security, followed by an award ceremony.

The highlight for me was seeing and talking with all my old colleagues. I was sorry a few couldn't be there. It hasn't been that long since I've seen everyone, but when you are use to feeling the daily pulse of everything that goes on in an organization, and then you leave (not by choice), there is a loss of continuity. Being greeted by my friends and being recognized by my VP, Susan Matthews, and my boss, Bob Baxter, brought me back in an instant with a rush of joy. Susan is a passionate person, one the many reasons why I liked working for her. Bob Baxter always reminded me of my dad, they both are extremely intelligent. I'm not sure how many noticed but there was a moment when Susan announced the Don Taylor Charity Fund Drive (http://www.dontaylorfund.com/) that I had an uncontrollable burst of emotion and fought hard to fight back the tears. My mind wanted me to jump up on stage with Susan, turn to the crowd and give them a heartfelt thank you. But my body wouldn't allow that to occur. Please let it be known to everyone that was what I was thinking. The fund site was created external to FedEx by an extremely talented webmaster and a former employee of mine, Russ Johnson. My family is extremely grateful for what my friends at FedEx are doing to help us emotionally and allow others to assist financially. Especially the efforts of CharlesHawk, another former employee of mine, who recognized the need and is leading the charge.

When I got home I explained my day to the family at the dinner table. A month or two ago my children didn't understand why we needed help. In their own way they were aware that we were cutting back, but silently accepted the fact. It is such a blessing to have friends and family who care. For example, we are thankful that Nicole's soccer coach and his wife, Kevin and Sherrie Scardino, organized an effort to have meals delivered to our home by the parents of Nicole's soccer team. When I described the compassion I had experienced today at FedEx, it clicked with Chris and Nicole. After dinner, Nicole went to our computer and drew this picture of me.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

A Message to my Friends


Just about everyone I know would agree that I am a quiet person. Mainly because I feel I don't have the 'gift of gab' or elaborate writing skills compared to others. However, I do not consider myself as a private person. Private people don't like to share their personal lives with others. For those of you that know me well, I enjoy listening rather than talking, but I love to talk about my family adventures with those that have an interest. I usually go out my way to insure that people like and accept me as a person. My ten years at FedEx have been very happy. The spirit of cooperation and dedication made going to work a pleasure. During the work day, I always focused on the task at hand rather than the social aspects of an office environment. For that reason I took pride in my ability to effectively facilitate and collaborate with groups of people to get the job done. For me the job came first, everything else came second. I never really liked to talk about my problems.

It has been 22 months since my first symptoms of amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS). The initial emotional pain and anguish after my diagnosis in January 2005 was unbearable. My strategy was to avoid the full disclosure of my illness for as long as possible, for the following reasons. First of all, ignorance is bliss, especially for our children. Secondly, even though I have the highest regard for my friends and coworkers and I know the feeling is mutual, I intuitively knew the knowledge of my terminal illness could damage our relationship and my career. Once you learned of my illness, I noticed each one of you handled the grieving process in your own way. I can't tell you how much I appreciate the support given to me and my family.

I've been tracking the progress of my disease and comparing it to the national standard. I fall in the exact dead center of the charts. I have a classic case of ALS. My major concern at this point is that I'm becoming more dependent on my wife for daily needs and it will only get worse. I can no longer walk, dress, or shower on my own. I can barely bring a fork to my mouth since my arm and hand strength is so depleted. It has taken me three hours over the course of two days to type this document. I don't mind. I've taught myself, by reading and corresponding with other ALS patients around the world (we have our own network) that it's not worth getting frustrated. I just accept the fact that it takes me longer to do things. Attitude is everything.

Since June 1st, the day I went on disability, I have been reading a great deal about how people react to people with ALS. If a friend or coworker thinks the person with the ALS is a private person, they're more than likely to leave that person alone. Please understand that I don't want to be left alone. Email is preferred. Personal visits are certainly appreciated as some of you know, but my voice is not what it used to be. The good news is I will soon be getting a new communication device that will help me talk via my laptop computer. I'm fairly certain most of you would be interested in seeing it. Stephen Hawking uses it. I'm looking forward to taking the next step in enabling me to type emails and talk more effectively.

Again, thanks for your continued support to me and my family.

Friday, June 09, 2006

The Title of my Blog


There's a meaning behind the title 'Out of the Blue Too' that I've assigned to my Blog. Here's the story...

My main goal is to make my Blog meaningful. Meaningful to my family, friends, and fellow ALS PALS. With that in mind, I thought of my Dad. You see in November of 1995, my dad suffered a brain stem stroke. He was paralyzed from the nose down. We were asked by the doctor's if we wanted to keep Dad alive. We told them it was not our decision, it was Dad’s. My Dad was able to communicate by blinking with his eyes. “Yes” was one blink, “no” was two. So we asked him if he wanted to live. You could tell by his reaction the answer was "Hell Yes". It was almost like he wanted to know why we were asking such a stupid question in the first place. To be honest, I admired his determination yet at the same time I didn't understand why a person would want to live in such a horrible state. But my Dad was very intelligent. He knew the brain could teach itself how to make the body function again. After a ton of physical therapy, Dad regained the use of one arm and was able to drive his power wheelchair and feed himself. He totally amazed us all.

This brings me to the topic for today’s Blog posting. My Dad learned to use a computer and was able to type using one finger. It wasn’t long before my Dad started writing articles for a local magazine. He had his own column. His column title was “Out of the Blue”. In the fall of 1996 he wrote his first article. He describes the shock of surviving the worst type of stoke known to man.

My Dad died in December of 2000 due to reasons unrelated to his stroke. I decided to name my Blog in memory of him and the strange fact the I’m facing the same challenges he faced not long ago.

Lastly, up until a month ago I had no idea what the Blog was, so before I created this Blog, I read a few hundred on Blogger.com. My first reaction was one of amazement. What surprised me the most was how much people had to say about nothing. It made me wonder what these people did all day. I guess people just love to write about themselves and don't mind sharing their personal lives with the world. I wonder if loneliness is a factor. I found many examples of "Dear Diary". Of course there were the ones from other countries that I couldn't the read at all. But I basically came away with the idea that a Blog can be anything that you want it to be. I decided to make mine meaningful.

Monday, June 05, 2006

My Situation


I've been battling with ALS (Lou Gehrig's disease) for almost two years now. I found out for sure in late Jan 2005. It started in Aug of 2004 with lower leg and feet cramps. A month later, fasciculations (muscle twitching) began all over my body. Then my left hand started to weaken, particularly my left index finger. My left side of my body was weakening faster than my right which was good since I am right handed.

My wife and I are dealing with it the best we can. We're pretty much over the shock now.

At the moment, I can feed myself but holding a glass up to my lips is a struggle so I use a straw. In late March 2006, I had a feeding tube put in my stomach as a preventive measure since I'm starting to have trouble swallowing. I can standup but not for long so I use a power wheelchair and on occasion I use a walker.

I stepped down from management at FedEx in Nov 2005 due my weakening voice and not being able to get around as well. I was working full time at FedEx until mid-May 2006. On June 1st, I went on disability. I prefer to think of it as 'early retirement'.

People have told me all my life that I have lots of patience. But I find I'm getting frustrated with not being able to do all I want to do. Last year I gave up hiking and camping with the family and the Boy Scouts. I've always been an outdoors man. At home, I love to cook, but without the arm and hand strength it's difficult. Each day I'm thankful for what I can still do for myself. My independence is very important to me.

My spirits and hopes are high. In fact, the picture above is me on my first 'early retirement' adventure. I've always felt 'the glass is half full'. In addition to my wife, her family, my Mom and Sisters have been giving me great support. Of course, I'm hoping they will announce a treatment or cure in 2006.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

My 1st Day

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Today was my first day on full disability from work. I was just shy of 22 years in the U.S. workforce. My life and career has allowed me to travel all over the continental United States, Alaska, Hawaii, Canada, and Europe. I consider myself luckier than most for having seen very beautiful parts of the world. I've climbed most 14,000 foot mountains in northern Colorado, including the East Face of Longs Peak (shown above). I've scuba dived in Hawaii and off the southern coast of California. I've camped at the foot of Mt. McKinley and took pictures of the Eiger. I've snow skied the Appalachians , the Rockies and the Alps. I've seen the Eiffel Tower, the Mona Lisa, Dachau, Anne Frank's house and the Little Mermaid (I'm happy to say she had her head on that day). I've held a Captains rank in the Army and recently stepped down as a computer systems manager at FedEx. I'm happily married and deeply in love with my wife and three children. Of all my experiences over the years, I've learned that if you don't have family, you are not living to your fullest extent. Over the past year, as I've entered into this new phase of my life as an ALS PALS (Persons with ALS), I've noticed my disease can be (some days more than others) the center of my universe. I don't think that is totally healthy. So I'm going to strive to live my life to the fullest and I intend on using this BLOG to share my journey with my family and friends. Please enjoy.